sweet_destiny_ my ner lj i hated the other name i was being dumb so here you go

Date:	2004-03-16 17:51
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Mood:	stressed

Hey everone i really had a suckie day my life sucks. uhh my math teahcer is a stupid dumb filipino who is just really unfair who i really hate to death  who i hope dies to death and my english teacher is quiet the opposite i really like him i just wish i would give less home work mr appolinario and valerio. anyways this friday i'm going to sing in the Night of Entertainment i hope everone comes. i also hop o dont forget the words imagine that is really hard to sing i mean it cool but still hard anyways holler at me laters

( LOOK!! )

( my baby aand myself )

Date:	2004-03-15 12:13
Subject:	NO SCHOOL
Security:	Public
Mood:	loved

HEY  people i have no school today all i'm doing is watching television i wish there was something else do to. Hey isnt this weather like really cool i love this hot ass weather. I hate winter the only reason i love winter is because of my birthday and cristhmas. School is really boring espacially with my math teacher beating my ass and thinking that i'm not smart and he treats me really bad. I really hate him. Uhh this friday i'm going to sing at the school talent school i'm singing a Josh Groben song really powerful song called You raise me up. Its about Jesus but you knoe i feel this song about my boyfriend because he always raises me up to. Yesterday i went to go play pool i love that game but there was no onw there but still fun. My boyfriend treats me so special i love him i love being with him. So yeah later peems anyways i need help putting pictures on my live journal anyone wanna help

Happy Six Month Aniversary Baby I love you!!!!!

 You wanna see pics then here you go

hey look blurry

Date:	2004-03-14 16:15
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Mood:	energetic cause my boyfriend i

today was better then most days yesterday was my six month anniversary with my boyfriend can you belive that six months i love him so much even though we get into stupid ass fights i will  solve it all god will help me through this. My boyfriend is tha best i love him with all my heart i'm going to take a nap                                      ^*Melanie*^

p.s Allen i'm sry

Date:	2004-03-13 08:09
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Mood:	sad

Allen i really love and i am sorry that you found that document. I'm really sry and promise from the bottom of my heart that you will not find anything or hear anything like that again. Your mine i swear i dont knoe what i would do with out you your the best to hang out with i love you giving me little kisses i just love those things

Date:	2004-03-08 21:00
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	depressed

i am feeling really down i dont even knoe why i wish i did

Date:	2004-03-07 08:07
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	calm and a little hungry

Hey i found this on somebodys journal I'm not evil I swear<" love Allen">  a nevermined bye

Date:	2004-03-06 23:26
Subject:
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Mood:	wierd for Allen

my boyfriend is biking in the marathon tomorrow i hope he does tha best in the world. Good luck Allen. My other friend Anna is also running the marathon but not running but walking because i think she broke her foot in October. I mean ok walking it may be better but wat the hell you know how long that will take if she walks fast maybe till like 3 if she walks slow then she may never return ooooooooooooooo any ways Good night and see you peeps later

Date:	2004-03-04 22:18
Subject:
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Mood:	annoyed by Mr Apolinario

anyways today was a better day see THE SUN WILL COME OUT TOMOROW  and it did it was a pretty day i hope every one has a beautiful weekend and many more to come by the way i love you allen

Date:	2004-03-03 20:37
Subject:
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Mood:	depressed

Hey I hate my life i hate the fact that i have add. I wrote a emial to my teacher and he replaid back saying that pratically that i could not write you knoe how much that hurts i hate that. I hate the fact that i need help i wanna be smart i try my best but i guess not when you teacher puts you down it really gets you depressed. i hate it getting f's when you dont want them. when you want to get at least a 2.0 i usually get a 0.6 i hate that LIFE SUX IF ifyou have add god help you

Date:	2004-03-03 14:31
Subject:
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Mood:	happy

I love my baby so much i miss him i really want to see him allen I LOVE YOU

Date:	2004-03-03 12:51
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	mellow

ok i think these dresses are really pretty here they are

Date:	2004-03-01 15:24
Subject:
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Mood:	doing ALEMANY homeowork

ok so like yesterday i went to skateland and boy did i fall i hate that place to be honest i thought i loves to skate but Hell no  I had fun seeing my boyfriend though i miss that boy everyday i dont see him. two more weeks and its going to be 6 months isnt that awsome wow anyways i hate school like and not my boyfriend

Date:	2004-02-28 12:26
Subject:	Saturdays can be really boring!!
Security:	Public
Mood:	Mother Fucking Tired

I hate all teachers at Alemany because you never know when there are in a good mood or in a bad mood i fucking hate that. My math teacher is not mean but he's is a typical flip. I have nothing agianst flips but then again my mom and my teacher are like long lost relatives. I got a detention for not wearing Sue Mills pants but i didnt go i mean like what the hell.  I was wearing sue mills the whole day untill the last period  i came late becuase i changed into dikies. After my math quiz he all of a sudden decides to see who has tha right clothing i fucking hate that teacher. AND IT WAS THA LAST PERIOD OF THE DAY!!!!. aaaaaaaa what are you gonna do. I hated yesterday also becuase i had 5 test and quizes. That like all my clesses exept choir I mean like what the hell. Then i got home saw passions thats like the best soap opera show in like the whole world. Anyways around seven i was going to go pick up my boyfriend but my dad decides to eat till like eight and my doctors was at eight thirty. My mom started bitching and i decided to pick up my boyfriend after the doctors. Picked him up came home spent time with my boyfriend who just a cute adorable lil hair cut i love it HE'S MINE ALL MINE. Then around 12 he tucked me in YES HE TUCKED ME IN LIKE A LITTLE BABY. I fell asleep and he left i mean what a sweet guy uhh. After seeing 50 first dates i really now want to go to Maui ans i really would like to go with my boyfriend and best friend Jessica my ass would have so much fun. Anyways i'm done cause my boyfriend is still asleep and do you knoe what time it is? It's almost 1:00 i mean i hate sleeping in cuase i thinks its just a waist of a day but wat are you gonna do.

                                                                                                         Mel*

Date:	2004-02-28 09:25
Subject:	bF
Security:	Public
Mood:	lazy

I love my boyfriend

Date:	2004-02-22 18:51
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	hungry

ok ok ok ok ok ok what to do what to do i miis my boyfriend i mean like yeah i knoe sometimes he will annoy the hell out of me but to make my relationship work i have to solve my problems and i always do I LOVE YOU ALLEN anyways this weekend was ok i went to starbucks on friday. yesterday i got a hair cut OMG my hair is like so short i miss my old hair it was so pretty anyways what are you gonna do. yesterday night i went with my awey to play pool that was fun you knoe why CAUSE I BEAT HIM MORE TIMES THEN YOU CAN COUNT ON MY FINGERS. anyways dont you hate it when parents think they knoe tha best they think us teenagers dont knoe anything at all they think were all stupid i hate that we do knoe things but to be honest we dont ori dont know how to express it out loud i hate parents all of them anyways my ass is about to eat alot of food so see you later

                                                                               < i love allen>

Date:	2004-02-19 22:51
Subject:
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Mood:	melancholy

           My boyfriend is the sweetest guy you will ever find he is my love i may be young but i do knoe what love is and its my boyfriend the one that i knoe craes about me tha most and of course the picture on the bottom is me and allen